It's hard not to feel awful after a horrible text message...
Actually it's a ton of text messages.
And my question is;
Why can't I have an as normal as possible best friend?
Who doesn't backstab me,like all the time?I think it's too much to ask...really?
I mean,when you think someone's your best friend,you two get bonded.You get to know each other pretty well,share stuff and mainly,have so much fun together.
So when that's the only person in like,the whole world,who's able to get you out of your misery and make you laugh,the only one that loves you for who you are,then you form a really deep relationship with this person,don't you?
But when suddenly,he changes his mind and you're not his best friend anymore,but something stronger,his love interest,what do you do?
I'd lie if I'll say it hasn't happened to me again.Oh yes,I remember clearly.Kindergarden...this little boy,who barely reached 1m20 wanted to marry me.
And now,just when I convinced myself that true friendship between a boy and a girl can exist,he turned it all around!
Gosh,I'm so pissed off right now!
And the problem gets even bigger.When you try to have a word with him,calm him down and tell him your feeling are just a tiny bit different,he stops replying at your text,does everything possible to avoid you and when he does reply,he says totally random things!
Now,five months later,I know there's no hope anymore.I lost my best friend just because he's stubborn.
And I feel burried deep in a hole full of spiders and other creepy stuff.I feel like I'm drowing,I'm suffocating.
My life sucks!
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