Better than revenge

She thinks I'm psycho cause I like to rhyme her name with things...


Finally I found a singer that dares to say things the way they are...Female is the meaner creature even created.We're literally sabotaging each other!And for what?
Some girls really believe they're supposed to rule the world and bully others.Just because you're not wearing all the 'hot' brands,you're not blonde and you're not having the right attitude.Because you stand in the corner,you don't have many friends and you're writing.
She'll say you're ugly,your hair are greasy,your skin looks like a pepperoni pizza and you're outfit looks horrible.They're try to say the worst things about you,make you trip in the middle of the whole school.All I know is that these girls are so insecure to love themselves,they've got to mock other people.
They'll steal the boy you like and you'll be left alone in a dark room,with tears in the eyes,writing love songs and page after page building the book that one day will bring you all you ever dreamt.
The question is;how you get over it? Day by day you get stronger and one day you're not the little ugly duckling you used to see in the mirror once...And boys will fall for you and you'll get all you ever wished...
But still...if you don't try to be happy,you'll never be.
There will always be people who will make us cry,intentionally or not,but remember,even if we don't realise it we also hurt people and make them cry their heart out for many nights.
The best thing you can do is to avoid these mean people...they'll see you one day happy and successful and all they will be is jealous.
High school won't last forever...:)

When I was a teenager and life was horrible and stuff: Part 2

It's hard not to feel awful after a horrible text message...
Actually it's a ton of text messages.


And my question is;
Why can't I have an as normal as possible best friend?
Who doesn't backstab me,like all the time?I think it's too much to ask...really?
I mean,when you think someone's your best friend,you two get bonded.You get to know each other pretty well,share stuff and mainly,have so much fun together.
So when that's the only person in like,the whole world,who's able to get you out of your misery and make you laugh,the only one that loves you for who you are,then you form a really deep relationship with this person,don't you?
But when suddenly,he changes his mind and you're not his best friend anymore,but something stronger,his love interest,what do you do?
I'd lie if I'll say it hasn't happened to me again.Oh yes,I remember clearly.Kindergarden...this little boy,who barely reached 1m20 wanted to marry me.
And now,just when I convinced myself that true friendship between a boy and a girl can exist,he turned it all around!
Gosh,I'm so pissed off right now!
And the problem gets even bigger.When you try to have a word with him,calm him down and tell him your feeling are just a tiny bit different,he stops replying at your text,does everything possible to avoid you and when he does reply,he says totally random things!
Now,five months later,I know there's no hope anymore.I lost my best friend just because he's stubborn.
And I feel burried deep in a hole full of spiders and other creepy stuff.I feel like I'm drowing,I'm suffocating.
My life sucks!